Ahhhh crap. Today's the 5th!!

Grrr, I didn't know I'd get back home past 12 yesterday, which totally broke my tradition of uploading my posts on the 4th. CRAP. Hopefully this will be the last time? ):

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So, yesterday (the 4th of October) my school went to Bands of America (BOA) Arlington. They take 10 finalists, and we got 11th by point something points! D: Partially it's because we were the only group that haven't finished the whole drill and it was only about 4 minutes long. All the judges were saying, "Great! This is good, maybe work on this, and.. Is this it?" and something around that line. But still, we did really well if we got 11th out of soo many bands in Texas and we only had 4 minutes of the whole show! That's actually pretty great. And plus, we needed this loss because we, as in the whole band, were overconfident about our skills, in which we actually need to work on a whole lot more to perfect it. We were too confident that we would make finals, and hopefully this loss will get some of the band members to realize how much we have to work on in order to make finals in BOA San Antonio on November 1st, and do well on BOA Grand nationals! :) Haha, this was my first competition and it was GREAT. SO MUCH FUN! C:

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School's been getting better, but it's still pretty hard. The transition from middle school to high school is a bigger wall than I thought and hoped it to be. And being in marching band, which is a huge time committment, doesn't really help, despite the fact that I love band. Annd I'm procrastinating to do my projects do write this blog, haha. Well, love-story wise, I feel really mean. The guy I like and his girlfriend got in a major fight and the first thought that crossed my mind was, 'Did they break up?' D: GR WTF. T__T Sooo now I'm in the process of getting over him ;D

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Oooh the last couple of days I was uber sick. I haven't been this sick for so long, I'm not used to it. I mean, sure, I'm used to being somewhat sick because I get sick easily and all, but this time I got really bad fever, really bad sore throat, and I past out last Saturday. Grr, it's already the 3rd time passing out this year. I'm going to have to run every once in a while to become more healthy soon. ): this really sucks, being sick.

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HAHA I HAVE WIPS NOW!!!! 8D WIP from procrastinating LOL it's going to be lineless, which will take some time but hahaha XD

20th of September

WTF. WHY DOES THIS BLOG EDIT MY POST AND DELETE LIKE MORE THAN HALF OF MY FUCKING POST?! FUCK FUCK FUCK

So I decided to do blogs twice a month, 4th and the 20th of each month. :)

LOL OMG I was reading the past post I made and I realized the 3rd paragraph, the very last line, made NO SENSE because part of it got deleted LMAO that's me right there, so freaking forgetful and clumsy XD What I was going to say was that I thought I liked this someone but he has a girlfriend and blah blah blah.

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Okays so anyway.

Last week, because of Hurricane Ike, the football game that I was supposed to go to was cancelled. Well, more like it was moved to Friday but varsity marching band couldn't go because Fridays are the days that we have our "real" long rehearsal. Sooo we got to skip it, HAHA XD It might've been fun, but it would've been dangerous and I certainly wouldn't risk my life for some football game, despite the fact that I'm Texan and usually Texans are like, "FOOTBALLL!!!".... Yeah. Today was the first Saturday in a long while that I had a Saturday to myself, because we didn't have any football game this week, so I went shopping today with my friends!! Haha, that certainly was fun.

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Oh gosh, I failed my first AP test. I was so freaking shocked. I stayed up all night studying and woke up early to study but still got a fucking 65 on it. Well, at the end it was a 70 because of the 5 pt curve, but still! No one did well on it because the teacher's very stupid and she makes no sense whatsoever. The notes she gives us are completely irrelevant to the tests too. And I took another test yesterday but I think it's either "it was pretty easy but I'll probably bomb it" or "it wasn't so bad and end up with a B". Whatever. I can't be miserable over some tests (despite the fact that it's 50% of the grade) because I have 4 tests coming up! SHIT IM NOT READY FOR THIS LOL I seriously think my teachers love giving out tests and quizzes too much ;)

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RANT

You know, I think it's really hard to like a person that only talks to you during the ONE class you have with him otherwise he wouldn't even answer a simple "hi." but he glances at you a bunch of times a day whenever I see him around anywhere. But it's even harder when, during that one class you have with him, he would NOT leave you alone. If you look closely, it almost looks like he's flirting. WTF? Make up your fucking mind, stupidass! D: I mean, he has very obsessive girlfriend that bitches at every girl he talks to and all, but STILL! then leave me alone during that one class! like for example, he was gone 3 out of 5 days ( since I have A/B days ) and I became really good friends with this kid named Brennan. I've only talked to him for 3 days but we're so much alike and we get along so well, now it's as if we've known each other for our whole life. So when Peter (the dude) comes back and I'm still constantly talking to Brennan, half because it's nice to talk to him, half in hopes to stop liking him, he interrupts our conversation in such annoying ( .....cute...? ) way to I think disturb me or distract me or other dis-word there is around that meaning. ( tapping on my desk, making stupid commentaries like "oh i get it now" over his work, or walking through brennan and my seat when we're talking and stuff ) Or when 3 girls came behind Peter's seat to talk to him but he just kept trying to distract me and trying to make ME join THEIR conversation, despite the fact that I DONT KNOW THE GIRLS AND IM TALKING TO BRENNAN. Gr, but what the hell am I to complain when I'm talking to him every little chance that I get to? Gr, I've got to straighten up myself better. Keep a MORE safer distance from him or something. Hm, maybe I'll change seats with brennan or something... P: Wish me luck.... I'll definitely need every bit of luck I can get. T__T

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P.S. Sorry, no updates on pictures, AGAIN. I haven't had time to even pick up my tablet and turn on my photoshop. Yeah, that's how busy I've been.

P.P.S. ... But it's really bad to like your friends' boyfriend, right? I hate this situation right now, and I'm really glad no one at school knows that I like him right now.

4th of September

So this month it seems a lot had happened.

I played in the first football game, and our football team proudly won 41 - 26! I watched the Dark Knight, which I really wanted to watch by the way, with one of the drum majors, Nicola, and it was so awesome! I got to know people better, be more comfortable with them. I also got to make more Korean friends, which makes me really happy. I don't have much Asian friends because my middle school consisted of mostly whites, and I really wanted Korean friend(s) to share my culture and story and whatnot. Well, now I have many and I love them all! :]

School-wise, it's been great. Well, other than the fact school has started that is :O Actually, no, I won’t lie. I hate my A days, despite the fact that there's only 2 real classes those days. Why you ask? Well, first of all, I don't know anyone. Sadly, only a handful of kids come from my middle school so not one of them is in any of my classes. I expected this coming, for I was the only one who signed up for AP Human Geography from my middle school, but still. I didn't know I was going to be this lonesome. Sure, band rehearsal in the morning to give me support that will last the entire day, band in 3rd period for me to mingle with more people, laugh and have fun, but there isn't friends in other classes with me that will make the classes bearable, if any of you have any idea what I mean. I suck at making new friends, I suck at talking to new people, and I, honestly, don't like talking to new people. I just don't have that kind of thing in my nature. 2nd period is Art, which I totally love so far. I sit with this bunch of girls, consisting of 3 freshmen (including me) 2 juniors (Sarah and Taylor). HAHA Sarah and Taylor sing ALL the time during Art and ITS SO EFFING HILARIOUS! They're so awesome :] The only things I don't like about the class is the teacher and the fact that we don't do much. 4th period, you can totally say is my nap time. It's my AP class but the teacher (old lady) talks in such a boring manner that I have to struggle to keep my eyes open the whole class, or chew on 7 Mentos in an hour and a half (yes, that actually happened).

Moving onto the better B days.
English.. Same old same old. No one to talk to, but still, it's English, and English, no matter who you're with, ruins all the fun because it's that awful. Then I have Spanish II, which I became so-called friends with this dude named Will, and a stalker-like girl, Sairah. She.. Is ALSO in my Geometry class and SHE SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME! I seriously tell you, she has the potential of a stalker..... >.> Well, and band, you know I love band, so no need for explanations, right? :] Lastly, it's Geometry, and I like this class <3>:O Well, then again, who knows how I'd be feeling if he didn't have a girlfriend???? >______> *dead* Haha, whatev.

I have another football game this Saturday and next Saturdays and Fridays after that. Good thing is I think I’m getting used to the whole “wake up at 5:30am” thing. It’s cold in the morning; yes it can get chilly even in Texas, but its fun and bearable with the awesome band members that everyone at school thinks is unique and awkward. Hey, no one’s ever seen and never will see a “normal” band member, I guarantee that for sure! :P Um, lots of tests and quizzes, and loads of homework. My addiction to Facebook doesn’t help much either. But hey, I love high school so far, and I have my first pep rally tomorrow! Yay, I’m excited! Okay, now I’m going to wrap this up because I have to do my homework now. I’ll write twice a month because once a month will result in this kind of LONG blog :] No WIPS of my pictures this time, but I promise I'll upload something good next time. I have this one traditional picture but I can't find the picture. Maybe I'll upload that next time? :]
Ciao guys! Till… Whenever I think is appropriate.

As I Greet Myself in Hell

So I decided to just upload my post every 4th of each month. It'll probably be a pain, but at least this way I can remember to post a blog once a month instead of on some random days that I feel like/remember to, which will less likely be once a year or less.

For the past month, my schedule's been so booked catching up with my friends' consistent phone calls to hang out after the Korea trip, doing the summer homework I've been procrastinating up 'till now, going to band rehearsals, and drawing whenever I can breathe to do anything else, which isn’t more than 30 minutes a day probably. Of course, doing all this is great stress, apparently, to my pathetically weak body and it seems that triggered my evil pal Insomnia to kick back in. It was gone for a while, although the doctor did warn me it'll come back as soon as I start stressing myself physically and mentally, especially the second part, since I seem to do that a lot without myself recognizing the so called "stress" the doctor's been worrying about so much. Man, if they put so much effort into "saving" the patients as much as how they put their effort to sumptuous my life other than just trying to earn money, the world wouldn't be so messed up. Actually, thinking back now, I have been stressing my body physically a bit. I work about 15 hours Saturday and Sunday total, stay up all night every night to try to finish the book for AP Human Geography so that I can start on the book report and get it over with, allowing myself only about 4 hours of sleep everyday, if I take the medicine, otherwise it'll be a night full of tossing and turning with abject suffer. Then band camp started as of today, starting at 7 a.m., but due at the parking lot 15 full minutes earlier, march for 4 hours, 2 hour lunch break, then transition to fundamentals for the next 3 hours. Doesn't sound so bad as long as I don't add what I'm about to add now: it's for 3 weeks, Monday-Friday, then after that's done more hellish training to come for the Grand National competition to Indianapolis. As if to say that the hours that my feet held off during work weren’t enough, marching just today killed my leg, even though tomorrow wouldn’t be as bad as today because the weather channel said today was the hottest of all days this week, and today I marched without a single minute of sleep. Well, nonetheless, I'm so out of shape that marching for 4 hours, standing for 3 is literally killing my heels. I wonder how "entertaining" marching will be tomorrow and so on...?

To make life even more despondent, the past few weeks, I have no idea why, I haven't been able to eat much of anything. I'm usually always hungry, and if you know me, I love to eat. No, love wouldn’t express enough affection for my devotion toward food. Anyways, it's really terrible. Whenever I stuff food into my mouth, it'll either 1) come back out a couple of minutes later a lot more painfully than how it got in, 2) my stomach hurts more than cramps during the monthly magical days of female bodies, 3) or it just wont go through my throat and I cant eat more than a bite or two. Ugh, it seems like I'm turning from a gluttonous pig to an anorexic toothpick. Yuck.

Anyway, I’m going to miss my geometry class so much! ;___ ; I can’t be present at the last two days of geometry because of marching, and that makes me so sad. I didn’t know that last Thursday would’ve been my last! If I only knew so much, I would’ve said bye to the people there. They were so nice and funny and I really am going to miss them, despite the fact that most of them teased me about being so vertically challenged LOL! Oh well, maybe someday I’ll see them again, though I highly doubt it.

Well, I’m off to make some spaghetti because I need to eat. Hopefully I can eat…

Here are some Pchat doodles and some WIPs I'm working on : ) I have a few more and few more Pchat doodles, but meh, I couldn't fit 'em all into the picture 8D

Happy Birthday America

I really hope I'm not making any traditions in posting blogs on the 4th of each month. That's a pain to keep up with...

My Korea trip! Yes, that was fun. I've been to practically everywhere "fun" anyone can list except the amusement park. I've met a lot of people, even people I've forgotten they existsed. Wow that sounded really mean, though I find myself no will to make myself sound any nicer than how I sounded. Ugh, sorry guys. I'm just really sick; I'm just really irritated by the fact that I'm coughing up my life D: I guess I wont be seeing fireworks tonight.:"C

I did some extreme shopping, but not as crazy as my brother did. Food there was AMAZING! But because of the amazing food I gained weight ;___; Why wont all this weight go to my height?! D:<>

Huh. I can't seem to be very positive right now. Why don't I move into something less negative? Let's say the introduction I promised from the last post. Well, I'm a Freshman that's supposed to be a Sophomore. No I didn't flunk. The lady that took care of deciding what grade I should be after coming from Korea messed up and put me in 2nd grade instead of 3rd. And I guess that tells that I'm Korean. I love art, and actually draw art related to anime/manga. I'm not much of a realism person because I'm not that talented ^^; I also love music. They are my life (Other than God that is) and I wouldn't be sane without them. My addictions are cell phones, food specifically sweets, and games. I have nothing else I find interesting in me XD

Here is some WIPs to tell you guys that I'm alive. I have more WIPs but I don't feel like uploading them any time soon. Ooh and I need to learn how to collage soon ;__;

I wonder if I can keep this up?

YEY! Of today, I'm officially out of school! Well, band every Thursday, math Tues & Thurs, but it's all good. It's summer! What else can I ask for? I don't have to deal with my evil math teacher, projects (because I'll still have homework), and other evil school life. No more drama, no more stress. Here comes life!

Exams went pretty well, considering they were all high A's. I'm kind of worried about Spanish, but I doubt I failed. That's all that matters, ne?

Okay, this summer is going to be awesome, but a bit complicated. I'm taking math class June through August(?) Tuesdays and Thursday, woodwind sectionals every Thursday until who knows how long, and lastily, and the best, I'm going to Korea! <3>

Okay, finally going along with the title (jeez, I'm way off topic).

I've never done a blog before. Well, I had myspace, xanga, and etc, but I've never been able to keep up with them. I always get tired of them. Never had I kepted any of those sites for longer than, lets see, a year at most. Except myspace, where I was cussed at for not coming on so much and I got back on for like a couple of weeks and quit again. HAHA. So, hence, I'm going to challenge myself to keep this blog until my Freshman year's over. I'll really try <3>

So... Can I do my introductions on my next post? I'm kind of lazy right now. *shot* And wth happened to "I'll really try" crap? XD