20th of September

WTF. WHY DOES THIS BLOG EDIT MY POST AND DELETE LIKE MORE THAN HALF OF MY FUCKING POST?! FUCK FUCK FUCK

So I decided to do blogs twice a month, 4th and the 20th of each month. :)

LOL OMG I was reading the past post I made and I realized the 3rd paragraph, the very last line, made NO SENSE because part of it got deleted LMAO that's me right there, so freaking forgetful and clumsy XD What I was going to say was that I thought I liked this someone but he has a girlfriend and blah blah blah.

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Okays so anyway.

Last week, because of Hurricane Ike, the football game that I was supposed to go to was cancelled. Well, more like it was moved to Friday but varsity marching band couldn't go because Fridays are the days that we have our "real" long rehearsal. Sooo we got to skip it, HAHA XD It might've been fun, but it would've been dangerous and I certainly wouldn't risk my life for some football game, despite the fact that I'm Texan and usually Texans are like, "FOOTBALLL!!!".... Yeah. Today was the first Saturday in a long while that I had a Saturday to myself, because we didn't have any football game this week, so I went shopping today with my friends!! Haha, that certainly was fun.

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Oh gosh, I failed my first AP test. I was so freaking shocked. I stayed up all night studying and woke up early to study but still got a fucking 65 on it. Well, at the end it was a 70 because of the 5 pt curve, but still! No one did well on it because the teacher's very stupid and she makes no sense whatsoever. The notes she gives us are completely irrelevant to the tests too. And I took another test yesterday but I think it's either "it was pretty easy but I'll probably bomb it" or "it wasn't so bad and end up with a B". Whatever. I can't be miserable over some tests (despite the fact that it's 50% of the grade) because I have 4 tests coming up! SHIT IM NOT READY FOR THIS LOL I seriously think my teachers love giving out tests and quizzes too much ;)

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RANT

You know, I think it's really hard to like a person that only talks to you during the ONE class you have with him otherwise he wouldn't even answer a simple "hi." but he glances at you a bunch of times a day whenever I see him around anywhere. But it's even harder when, during that one class you have with him, he would NOT leave you alone. If you look closely, it almost looks like he's flirting. WTF? Make up your fucking mind, stupidass! D: I mean, he has very obsessive girlfriend that bitches at every girl he talks to and all, but STILL! then leave me alone during that one class! like for example, he was gone 3 out of 5 days ( since I have A/B days ) and I became really good friends with this kid named Brennan. I've only talked to him for 3 days but we're so much alike and we get along so well, now it's as if we've known each other for our whole life. So when Peter (the dude) comes back and I'm still constantly talking to Brennan, half because it's nice to talk to him, half in hopes to stop liking him, he interrupts our conversation in such annoying ( .....cute...? ) way to I think disturb me or distract me or other dis-word there is around that meaning. ( tapping on my desk, making stupid commentaries like "oh i get it now" over his work, or walking through brennan and my seat when we're talking and stuff ) Or when 3 girls came behind Peter's seat to talk to him but he just kept trying to distract me and trying to make ME join THEIR conversation, despite the fact that I DONT KNOW THE GIRLS AND IM TALKING TO BRENNAN. Gr, but what the hell am I to complain when I'm talking to him every little chance that I get to? Gr, I've got to straighten up myself better. Keep a MORE safer distance from him or something. Hm, maybe I'll change seats with brennan or something... P: Wish me luck.... I'll definitely need every bit of luck I can get. T__T

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P.S. Sorry, no updates on pictures, AGAIN. I haven't had time to even pick up my tablet and turn on my photoshop. Yeah, that's how busy I've been.

P.P.S. ... But it's really bad to like your friends' boyfriend, right? I hate this situation right now, and I'm really glad no one at school knows that I like him right now.