So I decided to just upload my post every 4th of each month. It'll probably be a pain, but at least this way I can remember to post a blog once a month instead of on some random days that I feel like/remember to, which will less likely be once a year or less.
For the past month, my schedule's been so booked catching up with my friends' consistent phone calls to hang out after the Korea trip, doing the summer homework I've been procrastinating up 'till now, going to band rehearsals, and drawing whenever I can breathe to do anything else, which isn’t more than 30 minutes a day probably. Of course, doing all this is great stress, apparently, to my pathetically weak body and it seems that triggered my evil pal Insomnia to kick back in. It was gone for a while, although the doctor did warn me it'll come back as soon as I start stressing myself physically and mentally, especially the second part, since I seem to do that a lot without myself recognizing the so called "stress" the doctor's been worrying about so much. Man, if they put so much effort into "saving" the patients as much as how they put their effort to sumptuous my life other than just trying to earn money, the world wouldn't be so messed up. Actually, thinking back now, I have been stressing my body physically a bit. I work about 15 hours Saturday and Sunday total, stay up all night every night to try to finish the book for AP Human Geography so that I can start on the book report and get it over with, allowing myself only about 4 hours of sleep everyday, if I take the medicine, otherwise it'll be a night full of tossing and turning with abject suffer. Then band camp started as of today, starting at 7 a.m., but due at the parking lot 15 full minutes earlier, march for 4 hours, 2 hour lunch break, then transition to fundamentals for the next 3 hours. Doesn't sound so bad as long as I don't add what I'm about to add now: it's for 3 weeks, Monday-Friday, then after that's done more hellish training to come for the Grand National competition to Indianapolis. As if to say that the hours that my feet held off during work weren’t enough, marching just today killed my leg, even though tomorrow wouldn’t be as bad as today because the weather channel said today was the hottest of all days this week, and today I marched without a single minute of sleep. Well, nonetheless, I'm so out of shape that marching for 4 hours, standing for 3 is literally killing my heels. I wonder how "entertaining" marching will be tomorrow and so on...?
To make life even more despondent, the past few weeks, I have no idea why, I haven't been able to eat much of anything. I'm usually always hungry, and if you know me, I love to eat. No, love wouldn’t express enough affection for my devotion toward food. Anyways, it's really terrible. Whenever I stuff food into my mouth, it'll either 1) come back out a couple of minutes later a lot more painfully than how it got in, 2) my stomach hurts more than cramps during the monthly magical days of female bodies, 3) or it just wont go through my throat and I cant eat more than a bite or two. Ugh, it seems like I'm turning from a gluttonous pig to an anorexic toothpick. Yuck.
Anyway, I’m going to miss my geometry class so much! ;___ ; I can’t be present at the last two days of geometry because of marching, and that makes me so sad. I didn’t know that last Thursday would’ve been my last! If I only knew so much, I would’ve said bye to the people there. They were so nice and funny and I really am going to miss them, despite the fact that most of them teased me about being so vertically challenged LOL! Oh well, maybe someday I’ll see them again, though I highly doubt it.
Well, I’m off to make some spaghetti because I need to eat. Hopefully I can eat…
Here are some Pchat doodles and some WIPs I'm working on : ) I have a few more and few more Pchat doodles, but meh, I couldn't fit 'em all into the picture 8D
For the past month, my schedule's been so booked catching up with my friends' consistent phone calls to hang out after the Korea trip, doing the summer homework I've been procrastinating up 'till now, going to band rehearsals, and drawing whenever I can breathe to do anything else, which isn’t more than 30 minutes a day probably. Of course, doing all this is great stress, apparently, to my pathetically weak body and it seems that triggered my evil pal Insomnia to kick back in. It was gone for a while, although the doctor did warn me it'll come back as soon as I start stressing myself physically and mentally, especially the second part, since I seem to do that a lot without myself recognizing the so called "stress" the doctor's been worrying about so much. Man, if they put so much effort into "saving" the patients as much as how they put their effort to sumptuous my life other than just trying to earn money, the world wouldn't be so messed up. Actually, thinking back now, I have been stressing my body physically a bit. I work about 15 hours Saturday and Sunday total, stay up all night every night to try to finish the book for AP Human Geography so that I can start on the book report and get it over with, allowing myself only about 4 hours of sleep everyday, if I take the medicine, otherwise it'll be a night full of tossing and turning with abject suffer. Then band camp started as of today, starting at 7 a.m., but due at the parking lot 15 full minutes earlier, march for 4 hours, 2 hour lunch break, then transition to fundamentals for the next 3 hours. Doesn't sound so bad as long as I don't add what I'm about to add now: it's for 3 weeks, Monday-Friday, then after that's done more hellish training to come for the Grand National competition to Indianapolis. As if to say that the hours that my feet held off during work weren’t enough, marching just today killed my leg, even though tomorrow wouldn’t be as bad as today because the weather channel said today was the hottest of all days this week, and today I marched without a single minute of sleep. Well, nonetheless, I'm so out of shape that marching for 4 hours, standing for 3 is literally killing my heels. I wonder how "entertaining" marching will be tomorrow and so on...?
To make life even more despondent, the past few weeks, I have no idea why, I haven't been able to eat much of anything. I'm usually always hungry, and if you know me, I love to eat. No, love wouldn’t express enough affection for my devotion toward food. Anyways, it's really terrible. Whenever I stuff food into my mouth, it'll either 1) come back out a couple of minutes later a lot more painfully than how it got in, 2) my stomach hurts more than cramps during the monthly magical days of female bodies, 3) or it just wont go through my throat and I cant eat more than a bite or two. Ugh, it seems like I'm turning from a gluttonous pig to an anorexic toothpick. Yuck.
Anyway, I’m going to miss my geometry class so much! ;___ ; I can’t be present at the last two days of geometry because of marching, and that makes me so sad. I didn’t know that last Thursday would’ve been my last! If I only knew so much, I would’ve said bye to the people there. They were so nice and funny and I really am going to miss them, despite the fact that most of them teased me about being so vertically challenged LOL! Oh well, maybe someday I’ll see them again, though I highly doubt it.
Well, I’m off to make some spaghetti because I need to eat. Hopefully I can eat…
Here are some Pchat doodles and some WIPs I'm working on : ) I have a few more and few more Pchat doodles, but meh, I couldn't fit 'em all into the picture 8D
2 comments:
Sorry, I didn't read anything besides posting on the fourth and spaghetti. LOL.
AHH! WIP! :3
LOL MONI spaghetti XD
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